1. RED CLOUDS

The drive to be someone you're not
Chased desert dreams in hopes I'm not forgotten

I told myself that I was doing the right thing
Faked everything, faked everything I'm not

Red clouds come down
Won't you take me away?
Red clouds all around
Won't you take me away?

I remember how badly I wanted to be here
Now I'm just scared

Unveiled destiny
Miles apart from me

I told myself that I was doing the right thing
Faked everything, faked everything I'm not

Red clouds come down
Won't you take me away?
Red clouds all around
Won't you take me away?
Cause sometimes it takes a little bit of leaving to find
To find some meaning
Red clouds come down
Won't you take me away
Won't you take me away

My intention to be better than you thought I could be
Ended up getting caught up in the life I never thought I ever would be
They say they "told me so"
But how could I have ever known

Well now I know better
I'll never be your prisoner
I hoped you knew me better
I am my own prisoner

Red clouds come down
Won't you take me away?
Red clouds all around
Won't you take me away?
Cause sometimes it takes a little bit of leaving to find
To find some meaning
Red clouds come down
Won't you take me away
Won't you take me away


2. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?

Honestly I'm waiting for you to say you're ready
If this is happening, just tell me
No hesitation, no stopping
It just feels right
But why am I like this?

Take your time, wrong or right
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Yes or no? Don't go slow
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday

So irrational this feeling
Getting physical, I'm ready
Seducing me with temptation
Feeling free, your motivation
It just feels right
(If this is happening, just tell me)
But why am I like this?

Take your time, wrong or right
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Yes or no? Don't go slow
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday

They say we're out of control
They say they that we just don't know
And maybe we'll prove them right
But not tonight

Take your time, wrong or right
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Yes or no? Don't go slow
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday
Take your time, wrong or right
I just wanna feel alive tonight
Yes or no? Don't go slow
I just wanna feel alive tonight

Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday
Our own bloody Sunday


3. STARE AT THE SUN (FT. DANNY WORSNOP OF ASKING ALEXANDRIA)

Oh how I've missed this
I've been left out
And now I'm sentenced
Sent to live without
And I always thought that I knew best
Only time will tell
Can you spot the difference
Because I'm living in hell

Time's my mistress
My star crossed lover
Tell me right now
"Get my shit together"
Maybe I'm naive
A little undone
I'll just laugh
As I stare at the Sun
(Stare at the Sun)

Back and forth in my mind
Witnessing a great divide
In and out, always doubt
I'll find you

Time's my mistress
My star crossed lover
Tell me right now
"Get my shit together"
Maybe I'm naive
A little undone
I'll just laugh
As I stare at the Sun
(Stare at the Sun)

Wait a minute, if I'm so far gone, what makes you think that I'm
Capable of change, capable of being anything than what I am
Maybe I'm a fuck up, maybe I'm the one that breaks the mold, maybe I'm a...
Genius, or a higher being, bringing the world to its knees, I guess we'll never know
Never know

Time's my mistress
My star crossed lover
Tell me right now
"Get my shit together"
Maybe I'm naive
A little undone
I'll just laugh
As I stare at the Sun
(Stare at the Sun)


4. I FUCKED UP

I've thought that this was it
Said a thousand times "I quit"
But I can't let go
'Cause I need this

Hate me?
I fucking hate me

You've seen the worst in me
(The worst enemy)
It's why you sing with me

This is for every time that I fucked up
Didn't believe I was enough
Lost in my dreams
And when we're older
And the world gets colder
We won't give up
(Give it up give it up give up)

I know we're made for this
You say that this is it
But I can't let go cause I need this

So now the secrets out
You've seen what I'm about
All I need to know is do you love or do you hate me now?

This is for every time that I fucked up
Didn't believe I was enough
Lost in my dreams
And when we're older
And the world gets colder
We won't give up
(Give it up give it up give up)

At your mercy
Down on my knees
Now you see me
As I'm breaking

Hate me
Hate me
Hate me
Hate me you hate me you hate me

This is for every time that I fucked up
Didn't believe I was enough
Lost in my dreams
And when we're older
And the world gets colder
We won't give up
(Give it up give it up give up)


5. WAR EVERMORE

Every time I say I give up hope
I sit and think about the songs you wrote
And each day I realize
It can get better over time
But what about your darkest days
When it feels like the clouds won't go away
I've been there and I've seen it through
I'll be there when you need me to

And this is our war, war
I want you to know that I hear you
War, war
I want you to know that I feel you
Evermore
I want you to know that I'm like you
Evermore
I want you to know that I'm fighting too

Some people say that it's the coward's way
They don't know what it's like to feel this pain
Growing deeper like roots from a tree
It soon becomes all encompassing
But there's a way to find an escape
Without throwing your life away

And this is our war, war
I want you to know that I hear you
War, war
I want you to know that I feel you
Evermore
I want you to know that I'm like you
Evermore
I want you to know that I'm fighting too

Sometimes the world feels like an empty place
Sometimes it's hard to face your demons day to day
Staring face to face in a mirror of shame
I know because we're all the same

And this is our war, war
I want you to know that I hear you
War, war
I want you to know that I feel you
Evermore
I want you to know that I'm like you
Evermore
I want you to know that I'm fighting too


6. HUMAN (FT. SINCERELY COLLINS)

Let me tell you what makes me, me
Forgiving friends and family
I know I don't deserve them
But here I am
Living a lie I was out of reach
Forgot the son you raised me to be
I know I don't deserve you
But here I am

I'm blessed I'm cursed
Thoughts in my head are making it worse
I always make things worse
I'm lost I'm found in the safety of all of my doubts
I'm lost I'm found
I am human

I know that you think you know me
But I've only told you part of my story
So here it goes
I thought that I was invincible
Caught up in the wrong crowd, a criminal
But here I am

I'm blessed I'm cursed
Thoughts in my head are making it worse
I always make things worse
I'm lost I'm found in the safety of all of my doubts
I'm lost I'm found
I am human
At the end of the day I'm always gonna find a way no matter what people say
I am human
I don't live with regrets even when I'm a mess I could never forget
I am human

I epitomize what most people been disguising
I was gone like starships and started my enterprises
Wasn't nothing funny I was bummy like the bunny
But I energized it, I was so indecisive you can't describe it
You couldn't get the drugs I'm on
Oh no you can't describe it
Found The Word Alive, Matty plugged me they amplified it
This is just my journey and my story I can't rewrite it
World been divided I'm sent here to unify it
This is true I'm biased and my crew the highest
Why you got your head low you should keep it higher
I am true I'm biased and my crew the highest
Why you got your head low you should keep it higher
(I know enough to know what you've done for me
But I'm still haunted by those memories)

I'm blessed I'm cursed
Thoughts in my head are making it worse
I always make things worse
I'm lost I'm found in the safety of all of my doubts
I'm lost I'm found
I am human
At the end of the day I'm always gonna find a way no matter what people say
I am human
I don't live with regrets even when I'm a mess I could never forget
I am human


7. I DON'T MIND

I don't mind, I don't mind
Wasting my time
I don't mind
Out of time, out of time
Got left behind
I thought I wouldn't mind

It's simple to me, why can't you see
I just wanna be free, be free
It's easy to be, ignorant blissfully
We wanna be free, be free

Am I crazy anticipating your lack of concern for my life?
It's like erasing my memories that were your design but does it make me right?

I don't mind, I don't mind
Wasting my time
I don't mind
Out of time, out of time
Got left behind
I thought I wouldn't mind

There's nothing to do, I was blinded by you
I just wanna be free, be free
So here we are, no thanks to me
You can finally be free, be free

Am I crazy anticipating your lack of concern for my life?
It's like erasing my memories that were your design but does it make me right?

I don't mind, I don't mind
Wasting my time
I don't mind
Out of time, out of time
Got left behind
I thought I wouldn't mind

You know I don't mind

You know I don't mind
You know I don't mind
You know I don't mind
You know I don't mind

I don't mind, I don't mind
Wasting my time
I don't mind
Out of time, out of time
Got left behind
I thought I wouldn't mind

I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't mind, yeah

Fuck


8. REAL LIFE

Identified that you were right
Got caught up as life passed by
Don't know what I was running from
Deep inside I know you're right
Took too long to realize
But now I see that I'm

Looking for that real life
That real high
Electrify me
That real life
Should be hard to find
But that's a lie, right? Right?
That real life

I've searched and searched at times
I thought I'd found the light
But nothing ever changes
I need to find a way
Somethings don't feel the same
'Cause I know that I'm

Looking for that real life
That real high
Electrify me
That real life
Should be hard to find
But that's a lie, right? Right?
That real life

It's no secret I feel this way
I wanna know a life that scares me
Where no doesn't get caught in the way
There's no such thing as an escape
When you find yourself
I wanna find myself

I've searched and searched at times
I thought I'd found the light
But nothing ever changes

Looking for that real life
That real high
Electrify me
That real life
Should be hard to find
But that's a lie, right? Right?
That real life


9. LOST IN THE DARK

Can't believe that this is our reality
How far we came, now hate is all we see

Where do we go now?
I thought that we were better than this
Where do we go now?
Why can't we be better than this?
We're better than this

We live in a world that longs for peace
Desperate to set our passion free
But we're falling apart
We're lost in the dark
We're falling, we're falling apart
Lost in the dark

I know you see that
It's grown bigger than just you and me

Where do we go now?
I thought that we were better than this
Where do we go now?
Why can't we be better than this?
Better than this

We live in a world that longs for peace
Desperate to set our passion free
But we're falling apart
We're lost in the dark
We're falling, we're falling apart
Lost in the dark

Where do we go now?
When did we forget we're all the same?
Where did we go wrong?
I wish I knew better than to let this get the best of me
I have to give what's left inside of me
I wish I knew...

We live in a world that longs for peace
Desperate to set our passion free
But we're falling apart
We're lost in the dark
We're falling, we're falling apart
Lost in the dark


10. MY ENEMY

I wish I knew a better way to say
All the things I've kept inside
You're running through my mind
We're running out of time

I don't want you to see the worst in me
But the darkness always finds a way

Don't want you to see the worst in me
It's calling me, my enemy
But it's become all I'll ever be
It's calling me, my enemy
(My enemy)

Fear is a ghost
Just a voice you hear when light disappears
Why, no one knows
I've been there and I've faced my fears
Fear is a ghost
Why, no one knows

I don't want you to see the worst in me
But the darkness always finds a way

Don't want you to see the worst in me
It's calling me, my enemy
But it's become all I'll ever be
It's calling me, my enemy
(My enemy)

Forged in the fire I lit inside me

Don't want you to see the worst in me
(It's calling me, my enemy)
But it's become all I'll ever be
(It's calling me, my enemy)
Don't want you to see the worst in me
(It's calling me, my enemy)
But it's become all I'll ever be
(It's calling me, my enemy)


11. RUN AWAY

Your vision is blurred as you're on the way out
It's hard to deny on the way down
Can you hear my voice, is it getting too loud?
I don't want you to make the same mistakes that I am now

Run away, run away but don't forget
Stay the same, stay the same, you'll always regret
All the possibilities and what they meant
Run away, run away and never come back
Never come back

Never come back

Sometimes we forget to ignore the noise
No one seems to notice how it feels
To notice how it feels
To be let down

Run away, run away but don't forget
Stay the same, stay the same you'll always regret
All the possibilities and what they meant
Run away, run away and never come back
Never come back

We all fall apart
It finds us the same, no matter who you are

Run away, run away but don't forget
Stay the same, stay the same you'll always regret
All the possibilities and what they meant
Run away, run away and never come back
Never come back

Never come back


12. LONELY

They say time heals all wounds
But not yours, not yours
So now you're trapped in your mistakes
And now you're who you hate

I know it feels like
You're sick of me
Describe what it's like
Now that you're missing me
Guilty apology
Wasted sympathy

Float here
I see clear
Float away
You're always chasing the next best thing
Float away
It doesn't feel real till you feel the sting

I know it feels like
You're sick of me
Describe what it's like
Now that you're missing me
Guilty apology
Wasted sympathy

You'll never be whole
Buried your soul
You'll never be whole
Buried your soul
You'll never be whole
Buried your soul
Buried your soul
Buried your soul

I know it feels like
You're sick of me
Describe what it's like
Now that you're missing me
Guilty apology
Wasted sympathy

We live in a world that longs for peace
Desperate to set our passion free
But we're falling apart
We're lost in the dark
We're falling we're falling apart
Lost in the dark