1. DREAMSEEKER

Let's begin


2. YOUTOPIA

There's a place I wanna take you
But I'm not quite there myself yet
I'm getting better, but there's still days
Where I wish that I was someone else

But I know
There is a home
Somewhere
Beyond my bones
And I'm just too terrified
To dive inside

Soul like a cemetery
Hard to ignore
We're sick to the core
A world's been buried
Where love is the law
A youtopia

(Scream)

Golden raspberry
For the performance in your head
Stop pushing daisies
No one wants flowers
When they're dead

Soul like a cemetery
Hard to ignore
We're sick to the core
A world's been buried
Where love is the law
A youtopia

There is a home beyond our bones
So connect to the Divine
It's OK to cry
Yeah

Soul like a cemetery
Hard to ignore
We're sick to the core
A world's been buried
Where love is the law
A youtopia

There's a place I wanna take you
A youtopia
There's a place I wanna take you
A youtopia
There's a place I wanna take you
Where love is the law
A youtopia


3. KOOL-AID

We are the children of the devolution
The infamous martyrs, the scars on the sun
Asphyxiating with a smile on your face
While they pull your teeth out one by one

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Who's keeping score?

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

Such a sucker for an execution
The void is a vampire
Fat on our blood
Domesticated like a cat in a cage
While they try their hand at playing god

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Afraid there's no cure

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

I got my hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
My hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Get the fuck up
Yeah!

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
You should've known
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

You should've known!

What if it's like:
"La, la-la-la, la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
Oh, I forgot something
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la, yeah
La-la-la, that this was gonna end in tears"
Some shit like that


4. TOP 10 STATUES THAT CRIED BLOOD

I guess that some of us
Are just born with tragedy
In our blood
It's just basic chemistry

OR maybe all these open wounds
Is how the light gets into you
Cos I'm starting to realise

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war

Someone put a gun
Straight to our hearts
And paint the walls with our love
There's a world of hurt in us

And maybe once we spill our guts
We can stitch ourselves back up
Yeah I'm starting to realise

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war

Cos I know
That you're low
But once you hit the bottom
At least there's nowhere to go but up
Yeah I know
That you're low
But once you hit the bottom
AT least there's nowhere to go but up

Yeah
The hardest thing you'll ever know
Is there's no love like your own
No, there's no love like your own

Cos no one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war


5. LIMOUSINE

Drag me down some more
Get me low like a basement
I hope that you wrote
All your songs for me

On my last nerve
Burnt out all my veins
Blue angels trying to sacrifice the shame
Soul crushing going back around the turn again
Cut my teeth on a diamond till it's rough
Feeling good but it's never good enough
Got a bellyache crawling in my guts again

Come closer
I'll swallow the bile for you
Don't want closure
I'll stitch myself up alone

Drag me down some more
Get me low like a basement
I hope that you wrote
All your songs for me
Kiss the ground I walk
I'm a fool for you
In a rut
Belted up
In the limousine

Hop inside
Take a ride to the top
We can brake
But we're never gonna stop
Got a death wish tugging on my sleeves again

Roll over
I'll tickle that spot for you
It's not over
Didn't want to let go

Drag me down some more
Get me low like a basement
I hope that you wrote
All your songs for me
Kiss the ground I walk
I'm a fool for you
In a rut
Belted up
In the limousine

So lock all the doors
Cos I'm insecure
Let's get out of here
What the fuck you waiting for?

Do you like the way your skin crawls?
How it makes your body twitch?

Does it make you sick?
Does it make you sick?
Does it make you sick?
Sick


6. DARKSIDE

Sinking under
Think my angels fallen
Safe place, plundered
Bastards kicked the doors in

I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
Three in the morning, I ain't slept all weekend
Six feet in the dirt, still breathing
Don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Something haunts me
Footsteps in the basement
Out of body
But there's no escaping

I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
Three in the morning, I ain't slept all weekend
Six feet in the dirt, still breathing
Don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Something's in the way
Don't know what I can say
Memories are haunting me
A sickness taking over
So bury me alive
There's nowhere left to hide
And say goodbye
'Cause maybe I
Maybe I won't miss me when I'm gone

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Can't trust myself tonight
Can't trust myself tonight
Can't trust myself
Can you talk me off the ledge again?


7. A BULLET WITH MY NAME ON

I guess this is goodbye
I guess we got what we deserved
Hold on to your heart
It's almost over
I guess I should've known
I guess a part of me still hoped
Broken from the start
The beat in my chest sounds like a swan song
You've got a bullet with my name on

A moment of silence
For a lifetime laid to waste
Now you're underground
Still sounds like violence
Still got both feet in the grave
You can't drown it out

I'm dreaming backwards
Nobody answers
I won't look down
Again

I guess this is goodbye
I guess we got what we deserved
Hold on to your heart
It's almost over
(My soul's collateral to you)
I guess I should've known
I guess a part of me still hoped
Broken from the start
The beat in my chest sounds like a swan song
You've got a bullet with my name on

I'm sorry
Did my back hurt your knife?
Let me kiss it better
This time I promise that I'll die
Do the waltz
With your alibi
And if Jesus Christ returns
Well just kill the fucker twice

We get so lost, inside of your eyes
We get so lost, still feel the butterflies
But they're gone

I guess this is goodbye
I guess we got what we deserved
Hold on to your heart
It's almost over
(My soul's collateral to you)
I guess I should've known
I guess a part of me still hoped
Broken from the start
The beat in my chest sounds like a swan song
You've got a bullet with my
Name
(On)

Your lullabies keep me awake
I picked up your tab
(Paid in blood)
Saw things you never
(Never should)
My bloody Valentine of dirt

I'm dreaming backwards
Nobody answers
I won't look down
Again

I guess this is goodbye
I guess we got what we deserved
Hold on to your heart
It's almost over
(My soul's collateral to you)
I guess I should've known
I guess a part of me still hoped
Broken from the start
The beat in my chest sounds like a swan song
You've got a bullet with my name on


8. (SPI)RITUAL

Before me, Raphael
Behind me, Gabriel
To my right hand, Michael
To my left hand, Uriel
For about me flames the pentagram
And within me shines the six-rayed star
Before me, Raphael
Behind me, Gabriel
To my right hand, Michael


9. N/A

Hi
My name's Oli
And I'm an addict
I'm here cos I'm not quite all there
Cos what used to be my idea of a laugh is
Now just me checking my pulse
In my underwear

Thinking I should drop dead
Eat shit
Go to hell
I could jump
Head first out the window
Dark thoughts
Keep on filling up in my mind
Oh oh
Kinda wanna get fucked
Make love to a chainsaw
Wrap my
Drop-top 'round a lamp post
Not sure
I'll be coming back down this time

Hello Oli you fucking knobhead
(Yeah)
Did you think you had us fooled?
And baby I know that I
Told you I was out of the woods
But I still left a key under the mat for the wolves

So maybe I should drop dead
Eat shit
Go to hell
I could jump
Head first out the window
Dark thoughts
Keep on filling up in my mind
Kinda wanna get fucked
Make love to a chainsaw
Wrap my
Drop-top 'round a lamp post
Not sure
I'll be coming back down this time

Fuck it
Got out on good behaviour
I'm sorry kid but I can't be your
Saviour
I don't know what you expected

So maybe I should drop dead
Eat shit
Go to hell
I could jump
Head first out the window
Dark thoughts
Keep on filling up in my mind
Kinda wanna get fucked
Make love to a chainsaw
Wrap my
Drop-top 'round a lamp post
Not sure
I'll be coming back down this time

Cos I'm fucking losing it
Get a grip
Ignored all the signs
The voices in my head
Keep telling me I'm fine

Out of luck
What the fuck?
What am I gonna do?
Where did it go wrong?


10. LOST

Watching Evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine
I lost the plot a little while ago, woah
My dog just died, my friends hate me
I saw myself on MTV, and my ego is not my amigo (Yeah, yeah)

Oh, maybe I don't belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't understand it
Someone tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine, not doin' anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy
I'm so terribly lost

Imaginary enemies, suicidal tendencies
Serotonin's proper on its arse, oh-oh
I used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me
The next time that I open up to someone will be my autopsy
'Cause

I don't think I belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't fucking stand it
Someone tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine, not doin' anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy
I'm so terribly lost

And if I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down

Oh my God
I think I'm gonna break down
Oh my God
I think I'm gonna break down
(Woah-oh-oh-oh)
I think I'm gonna break down
(Woah-oh-oh-oh)
Someone tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine, not doin' anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy
I'm so terribly lost
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine, not doin' anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy
I'm so terribly lost


11. STRANGERS

Maybe I'll just be fucked up forever
Should have figured myself out by now
And I don't wanna tear myself open, no
But it's hard to care when you bleed out

So won't you break me down, break me down
Make me get better
I confess I'm a mess, some kind of error
Well, maybe I was destined to disappear

We're just a room full of strangers
Looking for something to save us
Alone together, we're dying to live and we're living to die
Dying to live, living to die
We're just a room full of strangers

Well I guess my guardian angel missed the memo
'Cause we're walking on razors again
And we swore to God we'd never let this happen, no
We've dragged ourselves through hell and we'll be damned if we go back

Break me down, break me down
Make me get better
I confess that I'm a mess, some kind of error
Well, maybe I was destined to disappear

We're just a room full of strangers
Looking for something to save us
Alone together, we're dying to live and we're living to die
Dying to live, living to die
It never stops, can't erase this
So cross out my eyes, tear the pages
'Cause you and I we're just dying to live and we're living to die
Dying to live, living to die
It never stops, it don't

Where did we go?
We're all alone, all alone
No place like home
Take us back to yesterday
S.O.S
Save us from ourselves

We're just a room full of strangers
Looking for something to save us
Alone together, we're dying to live and we're living to die
Dying to live, living to die
It never stops, can't erase this
So cross out my eyes, tear the pages
'Cause you and I we're just dying to live and we're living to die
Dying to live, living to die
We're just a room, we're just a room
We're just a room full of strangers

Strangers


12. RIP

Did my back hurt your knife?
Do you think you're bulletproof?
Go chat shit all you like
You and I both know the truth

Plot twist
I don't give 2 shits
About you
Or whether you exist
Tripping if you think
They'll be a happy ending

Still alive
But you're dead to me
There's voices in my head
That will never leave
Wish I could forget
All these memories
I don't know why you keep
Digging your own grave
No remedy
Out your fucking mind
In a fantasy
Your therapist is gonna
Need some therapy
You and me are done
So see you later punk
R.I.P.

In a bit mate
It's been fun
In a near-death kind of way
But it's people like you darling
That give humans a bad name

Plot twist
I don't give two shits
About you
Or whether you exist
Tripping if you think
There'll be a happy ending

Still alive
But you're dead to me
There's voices in my head
That will never leave
Wish I could forget
All these memories
I don't know why you keep
Digging your own grave
No remedy
Out your fucking mind
In a fantasy
Your therapist is gonna
Need some therapy
You and me are done
So see you later punk
R.I.P.

Yeah see you later punk
R.I.P.

Make me the villain if you want
Guess there's no cure for a [?]
So keep your name out my mouth
Because I wouldn't wanna smash
That pretty glass house

Still alive
But you're dead to me
A parasite
Your'e a heart disease
So stay the fuck away from me
No there's no remedy
Out your fucking mind
In a fantasy
Think your therapist will
Need therapy
But you and me are done
So see you later creep
R.I.P.

Yeah see you later punk
R.I.P.
So see you later punk
R.I.P.


13. AMEN

I hope you have fun rotting in hell
Swim the witch, slay the infidel
Suck a dick, heretic
I hate you
And I'd like to see you burn, burn, burn

So tell all your friends
This is the end of everything
Too late to repent
The wicked will reap what they sow
We will sanctify (Rise, my brethren)
Purify (Purge out the sin)
Rejoice in their sorrow and sing
All hail next gen (All hail next gen)
Can I get an amen?

Somebody call the exorcist
This is heresy, the child is possessed
(Subjugate the apostate)
Don't you know
You're so six-six-sick?
Yeah, you fanatics prey on me, hate on me
Patiently waiting to watch me bleed
Get your head from out of my ass
Got me feeling like a human centipede
Just let me breathe
Stay the fuck away from me
I don't really want me
As my own enemy

So tell all your friends
This is the end of everything
Too late to repent
We'll bathe in the blood of the damned
We will sanctify (Rise, my brethren)
Purify (Purge out the sin)
Rejoice in their sorrow and sing
All hail next gen (All hail next gen)
Can I get an amen?

Just let me suffer (Just let me breathe)
Just let me suffer (Suffer in peace)
Just let me suffer (Just let me breathe)
Oh, just let me
Just let me suffer
Just let me breathe
Just let me suffer
Suffer in peace
I'm about to lose control
Fallen from grace, corrupted our faith
Foul renegade
I'm about to lose control
Thou will be done 'til kingdom come
No absolution

So tell all your friends
This is the end of everything
Too late to repent
The wicked will reap what they sow
We will sanctify, purify
Rejoice in their sorrow and sing
All hail next gen (All hail next gen)
Can I get an amen?

I execute judgment on you
You wicked demon
You burn in hell
You burn in hell
It's over
Wow, that's really cool


14. PUSS-E

I think the question on everyone's lips is
What would you do for p.u.s.s.-e?
The bloods on your hands
The bloods on your hands
What would you do for p.u.s.s.-e?


15. DIE4U

You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you
You know that I'd breathe for, I'd bleed for
You know that I'd breathe for you
Let me see my halo, even though it's painful
I'm prepared to lose
You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you

I keep holding my breath for a miracle
Hoping the hole in my heart would've healed somehow
Feeling so fucking close to the edge right now
You know you're everything I hate, wish I could escape
But you know I would die for you

You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you
You know that I'd breathe for, I'd bleed for
You know that I'd breathe for you
Let me see my halo, even though it's painful
I'm prepared to lose
You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you

'Cause I've died inside a thousand times
But still I'd kill myself for you
'Cause the truth of it, you could slit my wrists
And I'd write your name in a heart with the haemorrhage
Got me so fucking close to the edge right now
You know it's you I need to kick, you make me feel like shit
And I don't wanna die for you (Die for you)

You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you
You know that I'd breathe for, I'd bleed for
You know that I'd breathe for you
Let me see my halo, even though it's painful
I'm prepared to lose
You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you

This isn't love, this is a car crash
This isn't love, this is a bloodbath
This isn't love, this is a sentence
It's a bullet in the head (It's a bullet in the head)
This isn't love, this is a car crash
This isn't love, this is a bloodbath
This isn't love, this is a sentence
It's a bullet in the head
So pull the trigger

You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you (I'd die for you)
You know that I'd breathe for, I'd bleed for
You know that I'd breathe for you
Let me see my halo, even though it's painful
I'm prepared to lose
You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for
You know that I'd die for you


16. DIG IT

Pins and needles in my face I
Can't trust my feelings anymore
Shouldn't have looked behind the veil my
Whole world's at war
'Cause they've been feeding us a fable
Swallowing the rabbit whole
I can't keep quiet at the table
Anymore, no oh

I hate my fucking guts right now
Reckon you'd be better if I never existed
Sorry that I let you down
Found a way to hide
And now I'm addicted

Give me something to believe in
Some kind of system override
I need to give my ghost a reason
To let it slide
'Cause everyone's too scared to heal
They don't give a fuck how they feel
And I just don't know how to deal anymore
Maybe the damage is done
Maybe the darkness has won
And we were programmed
Just to suffer

I hate my fucking guts right now
I'm sorry that I let you down

I hate my fucking guts right now
Reckon you'd be better if I never existed
Sorry that I let you down
Found a way to hide
And now I'm addicted
'Cause the world is a scary place
Scary future
Scary fate
Thought the pain
Would teach me somehow
But the only thing
I figured out
Is life is a grave
And I dig it
And I dig it

I don't wanna lose myself again
I don't wanna lose myself again

'Cause the world is a scary place
Scary humans
Scary race
Thought the pain
Would teach me somehow
But the only thing
I figured out
Is life is a grave
And I dig it

'Cause everyone's too scared to heal
They don't give a fuck how they feel
And I just don't know how to deal anymore
Well maybe the damage is done
Maybe the darkness has won
And we were programmed
Just to suffer

I hate my fucking guts right now
Reckon you'd be better if I never existed
I'm sorry that I let you down
When you find this letter
Hope you don't get it twisted
'Cause the world is a scary place
Scary future
Scary fate
Thought the pain
Would teach me somehow
But the only thing
I figured out
Is life is a