1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. STILL ALIVE

Inside of me absence of trust
Corroding all my thoughts
And I can feel it taking over me
The dust of my anger is not down yet
And I see a storm is coming fast

I have to open space for self control
Before it's too late and I don't know
What to do and don't know what will be
The fate of those who I am living with

I'd give myself to death before I'd give
Death to someone else!

Raging
On and on, it's starting to become
Too late
To turn back, please come back to me
I don't know what's happening inside my head
That's not me, the kindness in my heart:
Is it dead?

I'm alive and I will rise
From the ashes of my soul
Like a firebird, new and whole
I won't give in to my rage
I cannot stand still hand in hand with disgrace
Give up on this isolation
Before all come back to me
And become only my damnation
I don't know if it's all a lie, but all I want now
Is to come closer to the sky

This admission is the first step to change
Before my life falls apart
I have to give away all this hate
It cannot be too late!

I have to open space for self control
Before it's too late and I don't know
What to do and don't know what will be
The fate of those who I am living with

I'm alive and I will rise
From the ashes of my soul
Like a firebird, new and whole
I won't give in to my rage
I cannot stand still hand in hand with disgrace
Give up on this isolation
Before all come back to me
And become only my damnation
I know it's not a lie!
I want to come close to the sky!


3. VOICES OF ME

Doubts feeding my head with despair
Voices unheard, starting to appear
Who am I now? Who is inside?
It fills me with fear

Hold your mouth, bite your tongue
It should have passed by now
Why is it taking so long?

Realize you’re a threat to yourself
A living danger of death
Cry it out, don’t keep it inside
It may hurt your sanity and corrupt your mind

Shut your mouth, I don’t know you
Get out of my head!
I cried and I cried
But the worse of it all was realizing that
I was talking to myself

Static fear drains my strength
Come back, make it disappear

Once silent voices of me started to talk
I lost the control of reality

Ego!


4. JOURNEY

Within every journey lies discovery and spiritual growth;
Yet, there is so much we will never understand or come
To discover for that matter.
All the same, we go through our pains and gains
As we can only grow with the hardship of “blood,
Sweat, and tears.”
But we all know it’s damn hard to stand tall,
And sometimes we fall down.
And think that can’t get up.

Is this the right way to do it?
Leading me to nothing
Leaving me with nothing else
That could make this life worthwhile

Face to face with the world
You say there’s still so much to learn
I’ll carry on, but I don’t know...

So, where should I go now?
You keep on telling me
I don’t know what is freedom
It’s something that I have never felt
I have to ask you
What’s your intention?


5. BEYOND INFINITY

Questions with no answers
Perversions with no measures
Seeking for truth among lies
Feeling cold as the fire dies

The wind blows on my face
As I fall onto the ground
Will someone hold my fall?
I just want to end it all

Someone hold my hand
And get me out of this shell
Although freedom is just a bigger cell

So I look to the sky
And wish to fly away
Wish to see the end
And what's beyond infinity
Life is a burden
But I'm scared to put an end to it
‘Cause cannot understand
All these concepts of eternity

What have I been? What have I seen?
What have I done? What have I conquered for me?
Turn to the sun and hope to see light
There's only hate! There's only greed!
There's only pain! Only sorrow I see!
Turn to the sun and wish to become blind!

Run and run and run before I contaminate myself
No! Too late! You're now one of them too!
Run and run and run, again and again, you'll never stop!
Cry, you will!
For whom you are and for whom you'll never be!

Please come hold my hand
And get me out of this shell
But, know, freedom is just a bigger hell

So I look to the sky
And wish to fly away
Wish to see the end
And what's beyond infinity
Life is my burden
But I'm scared to put an end to it
Because I never will understand
All these concepts of eternity

I look to the sky and never see what’s beyond this infnity
What is eternity?