1. CRUSHER

I don't ever want to feel again
I don't ever want to heal again
That's where I find that my soul is crushing
I don't ever need to feel again
I don't ever want to heal again
That's where I find that my soul is crushing

The earth beneath us was ours for a while
The rain stopped for us and colors smiled
Parade into a dark room with tangled lines
Scattered footsteps scattered and defined

I can see you in the days night sun
Puling me into you, aligning one
Ice blue center focus so warm
Diving deep a flash of forlorn

I don't ever want to feel again
I don't ever want to heal again
I don't ever need to ever feel again
I don't need to ever heal again


2. INWARD DEBATE

Spiral down question fate
Spiral down it's too late

Formulated opinion
Distortion division

Stop and contemplate
Your decision and your fate
Took the shot way too late
Spiral down inward debate


3. MOVING DAY

Reach out my hand just to be pushed back down
In the coldest summer we will drown
Defeated left alone taking on the wrong cure
With a price too steep asking what went wrong

A lost connection, dispatch uncertain
The truth is weighing in its moving day again
A harmful diversion perfect in every way
The truth is weighing its moving day again

Reach out my hand just to be put back down
In an endless summer we will drown
Defeated not alone taking on the wrong cure
With a price too steep asking what went wrong


4. LOST AND CONFUSED

A distant silence
A distant far away flavor
Causing me to spin therein once again

Who is using another bad decision
A memento left again from another muse
Who is using who coming unhinged
Running on fumes from another muse

Once more can't stay
Once more must leave
Once more another rear view of you

Who is using who coming unhinged
Illusions of bliss from another muse
Who is using who stomach in knots
Finger on my pulse from another muse

Two souls lost and confused with nothing to lose
Two souls lost and confused with everything to lose


5. SHAPING THE SOUTHERN SKY

I am gonna throw caution to the wind
Gonna take a chance again
There was no other way around it
And I won't deny it

We’ll take the tide
Shaping the southern sky

I am gonna throw caution to the wind
Gonna take a chance again
What wasn't a part of the plan
Was written in the sand

We'll take the tide
Shaping the southern sky

This southern sky surrounds us
This southern sky is glowing
This southern sky surrounds you and I


6. FALLING

When we ride a fever at night
I don't care at all
When I drive my shadow at night
Got you at a crawl

I remember yesterday
We were flying high in the sky
Look at me now turn away
This is goodbye

When we shared our dreams at night
Heart in hand I call
Unknown forces conflicting insight
I'm not ready to fall

When I drive my shadow at night
Heart in hand I call
When my shadow tells me it's right
I'm ready to fall


7. NIGHT DRIVE

I don't want to be on this night drive
I would rather be anywhere else
I don't want to be on this drive
I would rather be anywhere else

Lights racing by nothing but time to think
Turn up the music subdue the noise

I heard there was a nice place down the street
Because anywhere has this place beat

Driving at night a false sense of peace
Lights racing by nothing but time to think
Ride it out


8. BLOOD MOON

This is the longest winter that I have ever known
What happened to the summer
She was fleeting, a throwing stone

Time apart has been unkind
So we break on a dotted line
Didn't pause the move before
Contradicting closing door

We often start over
We often start again
The sun won't save us this time
But the moon will rule my sin

Time apart has been unkind
So we break on a dotted line


9. GROWING ROOTS

Looks good in a picture loose on the wall
Better than right now
It's what I've found in a soul unwound
Better than right now

Leaped off the ground only to fall
Better than right now

If I could grow roots and stay around by your side
If I could grow roots I would stay here and never leave but now is not the time
I would grow roots but I can't slow down or I might crash
I wish I could go back in time


10. OUT OF MY MIND

I am here somewhere in-between an unattended life
Need to get these thoughts out of my mind

I've been here for a while now
I exhausted myself selfishly fading you

I was there somewhere in-between an unattended life
Need to get these thoughts out of my mind


11. PARANOID

Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time

All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me, occupy my brain?

I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind

Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late