1. INTRO - ON THE CROSS OF CHOICES

(instrumental)


2. YEARNINGS

Come, i`ll take you there
Where the withered roses are crying with the blood
Where the dusk and the cold
Fondle stony hearts
Come, i`ll show you my dreams

Every pain feeds yearnings

The gloomy shadow encircles monuments
Of lost hopes and whiles
So silent dies the dawn
Weak suns are dying fast away

I wander alone in the mist of oblivion
There is no starlight guiding my way
My wounds shine with the dead glare of the past
Unwanted hues on the mosaics of sensations

`cause only night is my day
And only silence my scream

Come, i`ll take you there
Where the beauty dies the slowest
Where the bitter wishes slumber
Come, i`ll show you my dreams


3. THE BEAST INSIDE

Shine like never before
Shake with anger and passion
Bleed and find pleasure in suffering
For pain has many faces

Burn and find me

Scream
Let the sound deafen cemetery cry
And hot blood moist the throat

Every night i die in a dream, relentlessly
Slowly i fall, shrouded with nothingness
And i can see my flesh helpless like a stone
Obedient to fate like a branch to the whip of thunderstorm

I can feel the flames drying my cold tears
And fire soothing my deep wounds
And thoughts of relief, lost in chaos
It is so blissful to remain in nothingness
For one single moment

And i shine like never before
And i shake with anger and passion
More i bleed
More i feel
(with pain i breathe)

Now i am falling slowly

My only request is...
"take me, earth"

Now
I`ve found the beast inside


4. TRACES INTO ETERNITY

It grows dark
Always
When the day ends
But the night will never be the same

So many thoughts have been tied
So many words haven`t been told
Too fast the bell of life quieted down
You`ve faded away like a spark
Carried by the wind
Stalling in the shadow
Unstopable
Free

Scream my lips in powerless wrath
Tear out my heart and devour, pain
Dance my thoughts insane
Fear will be my courage
Sorrow will be my smile and tears my wine

Let the sky be inflamed with the fire of despair
Let the stars die away

It grows dark
Always
When the day ends
But this night will be different

My silence will be your silence
And in the lanes of eternity
I`ll see the traces
Shining with your glare


5. PLATONIC

It`s unworth sometimes opening eyes
And rejecting dreams carrying suffering
Groping through the alleys of unfulfilment
And despising the death

Tears are like lava that burns the soul
And all desires and cravings (are)
Dead
Hazy remembrances are a mirror
Long time ago crashed by the breath of time
And all sounds have calmed down

My eyes
My words
My heart
Too weak and noiseless to last
My pain
My hands
My blood
Too imperceptible to live

Can you see that dim light
It`s eternal
Everlasting like the wailing of cemetary wind
Fondling the cowered corpse

Tears are like lava that destroys desires
And the past and the future are like faded leaves
Is there any sense in the nonsense of being?
Only solitude
And my heart
Black from pangs
Slowly stalling

All is platonic


6. LIFE ABANDONED

Bury me down in the coffin
That could embrace my loneliness
Still the cares and pain
Warm up my wings
Shattered by time

Bury me there
Where the wind could dry the cold blood away
Tear out the thorns from my sores
Where the whiles have died

I am an echo vanishing amongst years
Like a smoke in the mist
Like a shadow in the dark
A spark on the ruins of being
Forsake my life abandoned
A breath perishing in the squeal of wind
Carrying the silent death

Pull out my heart cold like ice
Bury it deep in the abyss of dreams
...dead forever


7. WINGLESS

Hail the wingless ones

Bite my lips off, kissing me
Stronger i will become
Split my wounds open, caressing me
I will feel hapiness
Whisper to me sweetly, tearing my veins
And i will close my eyes

High above the pain i will soar
To disappear in mist like a shadow in dusk
I shall vanish

Broken rainbow tempts no more with its beauty
Shines not when darkness falls
Blackness assimilates all differences
Is this why i am crawling relentlessly to reach her
And yearn when light burns my heart

Life writes diaries with blood
Death is a reward
Not a punishment nor a sentence
For i do love

Rise up the wingless ones
Against your destiny
Proudly raising your eyes
Just for once, for once
Rise up!

Tear my eyes away when gazing at them
And more i will see
Trample my heart when you feel pity (for me?)
And courage i will become

Kill me
And darkness i will be
Immortality i turn
I will become what i desire
And you grant me wings


8. BEAUTY MUST DIE

Hug my corpse
The dumb evidence of existence
Memories
Invisible wounds
Charmed into eternity shine
With the light of the faint rainbows

Is there possible to dream when the bed is burning
Is there possible to dance when the music is bleeding

Beauty must die
For the glory of the bitter pain in the noiseless torments
In the cold vapours of the bygone whiles

Hug my corpse
And dead memories
Abandoned into nothingness

I`m a traveller lost in a yell of wind
An unspoken word
A thought concealed in stone
I rove amongst the graves of sensations

Look, tombstones are crying with warm blood
Blood from my dreams
From my sores
Oh, night
Hug my corpse
Until it will be buried by the dawn


9. BITTER SONG FOR THE DEAD

...sadness...
...torments...
...bitterness...
...deadness...

My pride - left behind so far away
Buried way down at the bottom of splendour and majesty
I erased the past from living memory
I burned the bridges on the rivers of past moments

Can the dead feel the pain, tell me,
Can they dream?

Listen,
Wind is singing his song
It is a bitter song for the dead

Silence around my grave seems so familiar
With its tranquillity caresses weary ears
Calmly i am watching my fire-burnt sky
I turn back, disappearing into shadows

Look,
Rain is crying
It is a bitter song for the dead

And the words will fade
And the stars will die
Everything will pass
But sorrow remains


10. OUTRO - EPILOGUE

(instrumental)