1. CATASTROPHE

Well... what are you looking for?
It's clear as the night sky
A ductile world to fill your needs
An empty soul to full with ease
Sink inside
Melting day by day
Reposefully
Oh just forget me
There is a while world for you
To sink inside
Weakness measurement
Mortal fear
Seeds of sickness
Chains at your wrists
Tied by agony
Breathing experiment
Frozen conscience
Crawling
Humiliated
Serving the big mouth
Till death
In evolution's
Warm seas
Moulder
Under worn melodies
And empty poems
Balance between
The chair and the rope
Extinction and progress
Walks together
It will be always too late
As we are crawling exhausted
As we see years passing by
And crushed on a wall
What is this circus I am in
I live to breathe catastrophe


2. SELF-EATING MASS

Stark desolation
Day-dream salvation
Who can still remember
In a reign
Of the flesh like joy
Four walls
Painted with hope
Burning your body
And scorching your soul
This safe cell
Has taken you away
From your own self
Buried under
Decades of mud
Unable to understand fear
Forward to the future
Equipped
With gallons of will
Forward to the end
Leaving no footsteps behind
Binded eyes watching
The infinite misery
In a forest
Of lost memories
Trying to survive
By serving others
Hidden
Monstrosity
Behind some compassion
Fountain
Of melancholy
That never dries up
Buried under decades of mud
And you still stand to this mockery
Persisting that hatred
Is a product of fear


3. STILL IN FLESH

I'm falling again into this body
As I was gone for along time
I saw life as I never did before
Near completion
I'm falling
Through stars and dreams
One with nothingness
Near the end
My nerves awoke
My eyes are open
My soul is back
Still in flesh
What pulled me back
And why
With thousand broken memories
What pulled me back in this cold body
and why
Drown again by this feeling
Never get used to the dark
Somewhere in this planet
Among them
Alone and forgotten
Ugliness of time
So close to a new beginning
To a new dimension, a new life
Yet my flesh is moving
Drown again by this feeling
Never get used to the dark
Somewhere in this planet
Among them
Alone and forgotten
Ugliness of time
Who will be there
To strew my ashes to the skies
And who have ever had been there
When a dead man screamed


4. IN THE WOMB OF SICK

Dreaded
And vulgar
Elation
Sprawls for the sake
Of sanitation
Claw yourself to me...
Every consecutive prophet
Is a filth innovator
Is there ever going to be
The king of all kings?
A savior still pending
To redeem you from sin
From the Devil you create
From your unbearable self...
A savior to make life
A profitable profession
Where murder is dismissal
And suicide is resignation
With flowers on your patio
And work for life
Your pet waiting to be fed
Your multi-million color screen
This is the creation of God
With work for life
His multi-million color screen
And you waiting to be fed
Whether you're in the plan
Or a disdained outcast
You're in the game of nothing
You are the game of nothing
With flowers on your patio
And work for life
Your multi-million color screen
Your pet waiting to be fed
Just waiting
In the womb of sick


5. LAVISH GLOOM

My redeemer
Inhaled sulphur
From the cradle...
I beckoned
From the land
As the black sail crawled away
He nodded
At my godspeed
And wreaked the prayer
Of our kind
Lavish gloom
Enticing horn
Blown to sign
The rain of spears
Embrace me
Not my thoughts
As I run like plague
To adorn my foes
With their end...
...Adorn them with their end
This flawless atonement
For the essence of man
Will molten life
To stream in the abyss
Should I yield
Under the unraveling spells of death
Pin me on the stellar needlework
So I may shine
Your insidious will
As light to the critters
Inherent pitchblack distress
For the writings and poems and readings
For there will be no one there
To admire and read..."
Then he kicked the rope
And sailed away


6. UGLY AND BYGONE

A life has passed
I'm still here
And all these years
I am ploughing
The same old field
With wrinkled mind
And wrinkled hands
I am ploughing...
Each dawn weep for me
As I run dry of tears
Embolden me
To soak this land
For all these weary years
My better half
Faded away
I sleep with isolation
My bairn, this land
Is here for me
To smooth my desperation
I never pled for mercy
I never pled for more
My presence is a shadow
Ugly and bygone
Soil I bleed from inside
Roots instead of hair
A mountain is my breeder
Of skies I am a bairn
Etesian winds are calling
My soul again to leave
My child again is moaning
Stay back with me and dig

A life has passed, I'm still here
To die I'm not afraid
My child has grown enough now
And soon will hold my grave


7. THE LARGEST HEARSE

A living thing
That holds it's breath
A hidden buy
Beyond the tomb of death
An exiled race
That cut it's veins
The unleashed pureness
Whips it's birth
Control non-existent
Values are dead
Life has sunk
In the deepest depth
Forgiveness
Has no meaning
You know the color of your end
Painted from your hands in black
So pure you were
So poor you are
Blind, you're standing
On your knees
And even now
You're trying to hide
Like a sweet pervert whore
Oh... like a cheap fucking whore
You're standing there in misery
No more values for you to destroy
My abhorrence has light the way
To turn all sins against you
I am disgusted
You have me black
I give it back
I kill you
My dreams are now
Your reality
You know...
The human age is over


8. MEGALOMANIA

There's a hole
In your kindness mask
The broken piece
Thrusted your brains
Gasping for air
Striving for life
Granted a soul
Carefully trimmed to look fine
The reason based deities of your kind
Have ignited the ignorance fire
Watch your back now
For war is so close
There's a heathenstorm coming
Who are you
Struggling for?
What is your name?
You have been
Here so long
You forgot there's no aim...
If there's thin lines
Between emotions
Doesn't that make
All emotions flat?
Is there any life left
Inside your saturated lards?
Or am I just talking
To a barely standing funeral?
You lurk for your chance
Stalking, grim...
Like a priest
Mumbling over the graves
Like vultures attending
The leftovers of ubermensch
Drooling shadows from the shithole
You call mouth
Atonement walks in hand with doom