1. GODMACHINE

They thought to be machines of a god.
Killing, tormenting and nailing to crosses.
Brutality, inhuman violence and hate
Their way to teach christianity -
Christianity?

Blood dripped of their armors,
Heads they pierced on wooden pales.
"Thou shall not kill!",
Was a commandment the heathen should obey.

With a cross on their robe,
The sword in their hand,
They tried to convert the "heathen".
Seven crusades in the name of god,
Massacres - to teach them lies.

Hate against all godless creatures - hate

The church of death -
Manipulating human behaviour.
The church of lies -
Sacrificing living beings.
Church of the sick -
Mentally deranged.
Church of the blind -
Crowd of weird fanatics,
Animals as "godmachines"!

They thought to be machines of a god.
Killing, tormenting and nailing to crosses.
Brutality, inhuman violence and hate
Their way to teach christianity.

Ignorance of dogmas .
Just like animals,
These "godmachines"!


2. THE BEAST (PERVERSE PENETRATION)

I saw you as you hitch- hiked,
My lovely little girl
18 years old, innocent and pure,
You' ll taste good- for shure !

Smalltalk- laughed, touched your skin,
You pleased me to stop, but
I continued the "game", you began to scream...
My fist in your face- unconsciousness !

I've torn you outside my car,
Somewhere deep inside a wood.
Shackled your hands and legs,
And no one could hear your screams.

You came back to consciousness,
Your eyes transfixed with fear.

I 'm a human beast !

My sadistical laughing -
Thrill inside me,
As I started the perverse penetration.

I stubbed out my cigarette onto your flesh,
Before that I peeled your skin,
From your feet up to your chest.

I continued the "game", and you still screamed...
Pierced some nails into your muscles
Deep into your flesh.

You looked like an angel,
Naked - now covered with blood.
My knife first cut your throat,
And then into pieces you were torn ...


3. THE WEIRD WAYS

You are so blind,
When you think you are prooved
Against anything bad,
'Cause your belief is so strong.
Where' s your saviour
For all incurable who fell sick ?
Where' s this damned god,
To which they all daily pray ?

Where' s this damned god ?

Day by day,
You' re searching for an excuse.
Day by day,
Questions attack your godfearing soul:
"Is there a saviour ?
Is there something above all?
Is it existing -
This realm of immortal love ?"

The weird ways of existance -
Are driving you mad !
The weird wys of existance -
Are piercing your soul !

"When I am dead am I in heaven,
Or am I in hell ?
Or is there nothing at all,
Who is able to tell ?
The coffin, worms inside our flesh -
Is that our destination ?
The rotten corpse inside a grave
Led me to a hesitation !"

You are so blind,
When you think you are prooved
Against anything bad,
'Cause your belief is so strong.
Where' s your saviour
For all incurable who fell sick ?
Where' s this damned god,
To which they all daily pray ?


4. DROWNED AND ROTTEN

I' m walking along a river,
Enjoying harmony of nature.
The water' s shining bright,
Suddenly my eyes notice
Human clothing inside.

While I realize
The human corpse of a man,
I try to pull him out,
Try to get his arm,
I want to bring him near.

I' m falling back,
In my hands the rotten flesh,
Inside a sleeve -
Torn of the stinking corpse.

Drowned and Rotten

He must have been inside the water
For more than seven weeks...

Disgusting to see how flesh detaches of the bones.
Terrible smell, my stomach turns around,
Vomiting into the water ,
Leaving the corpse inside.

Drowned and Rotten


5. LIKE THORNS IN MY HEAD

Suffering -
Life is brutal,
My mind is weak.
I can never endure
(the) confusions in my head !

Daily increase of hostility,
May I become mad ?
Resignation -
What can I do ?
This will ever be
Like thorns in my head !

Exploding dreams,
Destruction of my own world.
Never to see -
The ending of consuming my soul !

You' re blowing out
The flames of my illusions.

Out of control ...

Conscience is fading,
It is out of control !
My eyes turn black,
My emotions turn to hate !

Turn to hate ...

Life seems to be like a never ending corridor,
It' s so weird and obscure.

Exploding dreams,
Destruction of my own world.
Never to see -
The ending of consuming my soul !


6. LOSS OF TIME

Cancer !
My time is short.
Save me !
I can count my days.
My body hurts.
Save me !
When will be the time that I die ?

Hope is fading.
Save me !
Thoughts of suicide.
My mind is dark.
Save me !
Crying day and night.

My loss of life,
Is my loss of time !

Your body is filled
With deadly tumors indeed.
No hope for a cure,
It will only last some days

No way, listen to my words,
You bloody damned disease,
You will never get me down !
There are so many things in life
I've never have seen before
And that's why I don't want to die !

My will to live is strong enough -
That is the best medicine.
No chance for the sickness
To steal my power to be alive!

Cancer !
My time is short.
Save me !
I can count my days.
My body hurts.
Save me !
When will be the time that I die ?

Hope is fading.
Save me !
Thoughts of suicide.
My mind is dark.
Save me !
Crying day and night.


7. SCORN

Scorn - is anything I can feel !
Hatred - against "my own flesh and blood" !

About murder - I think day by day,
To kill you pig, and to see how you decay !

You raped my body and soul,
You destroyed my life.
In my arms my friend the teddybear,
Silent witness of what happened to me.

I want your death !
For all that you have done.

To live in fear all my life,
Will you come again?
Never being able to feel happiness,
I lost my childhood because of you,
Because of you ...

I am looking forward
To the day that you die -
I will spit on your grave.
I hope you die in pain,
I hope you can feel the same -
Hellish agony -
Like me

Scorn - is anything I can feel
Hatred - against "my own flesh and blood"

About murder - I think day by day,
To kill you pig, and to see how you decay !

You raped my body and soul,
You destroyed my life.
In my arms my friend the teddybear,
Silent witness of what happened to me.

I want your death !
For all that you have done -
To me !!!


8. CORROSIVE ECLIPSE

Blind !
I am blind !

Darkness surrounds my eyes -
I feel a never known insecurity !

Panic-
What happened to me ?
Yesterday I still could see !
Stumbling around,
Falling again,
Bleeding wounds -
Crashed onto the ground...

What is the cause,
What have I done?
Can it be a sentence for my sins ?
Not to endure,
I feel sick,
Rathert being dead than to live
Within corrosive eclipse !

Everlasting darkness -
My own hell became real !

First time that I pray to a god,
Of that I know that doesn' t exist.

Darkness surrounds my eyes -
I feel a never known insecurity !

Panic-
What happened to me ?
Yesterday I still could see !
Stumbling around,
Falling again,
Bleeding wounds -
Crashed onto the ground...

Not to endure,
I feel sick,
Rathert being dead than to live
Within corrosive eclipse !


9. CONDEMNED TRUTH

My mind realizes what is happening today,
I want to know the truth ,
That' s why I don' t look away !

Manipulations -
Used by governments.
Results of science -
Informations are hold back.

Beings of another world,
Did they land on earth?
Falses in viruology,
People wouldn' t it be told.

Results of science -
Informations are hold back.

A virus escaped from research,
People die without protection.
Diseases all over the world,
Caused but never told...

Condemned Truth

Let your mind work.
Think about the truth.
Think about your children,
They must live on this earth !

Diseases all over the world -
People die without protection !

Condemned Truth


10. WHISPERS AND CRIES

Night by night I have voices in my head.
First I thought them to be parts of nightmares,
But now I know where they' re from -
The voices are from children that have died !

Awaking in a bath of sweat,
The voices are gone,
I don' t wannt to feel asleep again -
I can' t endure these helpless cries !

Little humans died by war,
Or they simply starved.
A mother holds her child,
No more sign of life.
Mutilated corpse,
A dummy in it's mouth.
Hunger and pain,
Remember, it is just a child !

Night by night there's nothing I can do !
I have a pity on these little beings.
A silent voice whispers : "Help me please".
Night by night I still can hear them scream !

In my dreams I can see them die,
The victims of the madness in the world.
They never did anything wrong at all,
They' re just the "trash of society" !

Little humans died by war,
Or they simply starved.
A mother holds her child,
No more sign of life.
Mutilated corpse,
A dummy in it's mouth.
Hunger and pain,
Remember, it is just a child !

Awaking in a bath of sweat,
The voices are gone,
I don' t wannt to feel asleep again -
I can' t endure these helpless cries !