Am I Blood : The Truth Inside the Dying Sun

Thrash Heavy / Finland
(2001 - Self-Released)
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Lyrics

1. WAR OF MY MISERY

The last wish will remain in their legacy
Chosen for a dreamless gift
The loss you were seeking from my misery
Fading to asleep

Embrace the victim of your soul
You hate it anyway
So hate I

Capture of grace reveals my vanity
Tired for this pressure
Value of freedom it keeps on illusion
Appears as my own

They hate myself and you
Corruption of infernal
They praise my war

War of my misery

Untiring legion concedes my confession
It would serve no reason
Uninvited, cold personality
Reserved to be untrue for themselves

Embrace the victim...

They hate myself...


2. GONE WITH YOU

I sleep alone tonight
Before I wake I always see
That dream where everything is dark
But I feel I`m tied with chains
It won`t let me go
it won`t let me wake
Before I`ve seen that scary thing
Which makes my life like misery

Walk through there`s a cradle where you`re crying
Laughing crowd with a sound too strange
I`ve seen it from everyside and everytime
I`m loosing that same
It could satisfied my hunger
Leave me be
I`ve gone with you

This waiting hour seems to last like pain
I feel inside
Every morning the same dream makes me
Weak and suffer

Taste me
You`ll see when it ends
Before there`s something to control me
Won`t resist you if you choose to do your own way
But the anger there`s left
For longer there will be no rest
I´ll drag you down with me

I`ve Gone With You
Somewhere-Nowhere-Someday

You`ve seen a poor child begging
He became diposed to anger
So the world raised its hand against ignorent son
And the anger there`s left will never fade from this head
I`ll drag you down with me

I`ve Gone With You
Somewhere-Nowhere-Someday


3. LIES WROTE MYSTERIES

They're tearing the pieces of my mind
They fake and surely can´t leave us
Technology understands
Who pulls the strings of sinking Earth
My pride cannot stand another fail
Nomore mistakes to complain
Quite face looking down

Once we dreamed of something new
Now this all is wasting us
Shattered figures roaming on
The innerself of the system

Scared to belive existance
You cannot choose what will remain
Can´t keep these thoughts
They took away
You need a tool for apathy

Somewhere you hear the ancient whisper
When they Lies Wrote Mysteries
Somewhere you hear the ancient whisper
When they Lies Wrote Mysteries

They're assuring to make all this better
How much to take only empty promises
Within-Whitout
They're pulling fast
Not much to forsee

Scared to belive...


4. THE TRUTH INSIDE THE DYING SUN

I am justice in your eyes
I steal the light that feeds your mind
But I must be one you have escaped
I am a witness of you lies
The purest judge and executor
But I might be your only save

I am the life in your eyes
I am the life in your heart
I am the life inside the dying sun

Secret for your eyes, Mysterious disguise
Your safe to survive

Enjoy, diversify success
It´s the last you´ve taken off me
Exhaust, anger from your pureness
Save affliction
No, I never said you belive
What I understand or say

Secret for…

The truth inside the dying sun
Dying
The truth inside the dying sun
My word is not enough to save the dying…Sun

I am an overdone respect
Agitation of your hate
An oder from higher up
I am corruption of your plans
The arbitrator of dissension
I split the difference without compromise

I am the life…


5. PAINFUL IGNORANCE

Darkness ends where the shadows become my fate
The place where I can drown to
Fearless for the sanctuary of tears
Trapped inside of weakness
Where my sanity became part of me
And the one part of sleepless night
This night that becomes my fatal dream

Embrace of a cold kissing moment
Shivers the face of the hollow screams
The hollow screams of unseen disbelief

The picture of their peaceful unforgiving
Remains in a memory
Mindless for the sanctuary of fear
Awakening from disgrace

Where my sanity became to a part of hate
To the one part of sleepless night
This night that becomes my fatal dream

Get closer to the Painful Ignorance
Invited to escape
Into to the gage of humanity
Painful Ignorance
Come closer
Painful Ignorance
Invited to my gage

Darkness ends where the shadows become my fate
The place where I can drown to
Fearless for the sanctuary of tears

Awakening from disgrace
Where my sanity became to a part of me
To the one part of sleepless night
This night that becomes my fatal dream

Get closer...


6. THE SADDEST GRIEF

Immorality´s undoing the scene of malignity
Pain was an abetor from cradle through secluded life
All can´t be seen
Just the shattered dreams
Inside of me-Exciting me
Light of the dawn is as dark as I
Deluding

Lasting delusion of embrace
I don´t know what color is blackness
Mistress of the agony refers it
I don´t hate you
Want you to feed me

Gist of guilt has pacified my innocence
Incendiary of immaculate
Overdose is near

Bending over limits ´till a dead end
Wounding eruption encites me
I´m not waiting for it to leave me

You feel the life only hates
And the frozen stares you take
Like an open sight for the saddest grief
Set a lust of living drown
Depression waiting your arrive
You must pray the Lord to forgive

Unlike purity imbibes my charm mirror´s serving me
Resemblance of illusion and actuality

Lasting delusion..

You feel the life...


7. STRUGGLE IN DISARRAYS

It´s just a second and this all crash
You made room for life but they blind you
It´s just a moment when you all scream
They're marching across the sand and through happiness

Silent waves I only hear them bleeding
The day has turned to darken the end
You cannot stand yourself
Struggle to keep all together

Why can´t I feel my legs
Why can´t I breath this open air

Opposite of fantasies ticking
Counting bodies of the loss
Mother Earth will serve the rich
As the death brings the silence

Silent waves...

Struggle In Disarray
Can´t breath this air
Beseech to cut my life
Struggle In Disarray
Can´t breath this air
Beseech to cut my life and let me
Struggle In Disarray
I can´t breath
Struggle In Disarray
Can´t breath this air
Beseech to cut my life and let me

It´s like a family you´ve never met
Can´t find no words no language to speak
It´s not a reason for what they´ve done
Enemies of well-to-do, Hysteria

Why can´t I feel my legs
Why can´t I breath this open air

Struggle in...


8. THE ONE WHO FORGIVES

Time´s done
A while ago I wish you wouldn´t leave today
Pride is running front of me
It´s all I can
Behold here!
See that empty joy in blinding me
There´s only covers without nothing in
Stay and suffer
I spin around and point you the way

Sleeping under a vail of the mist
Being blank for hours since you left
Something's tearing me, something's scareing me
Something's always around when I`m trying to run

I pray your words to forgive my sins
I pray your words to forgive everything

Please be the one who forgives me
When my eyes are blind to see what I am

I´ve said enough to break your trust
Somehow it´s growing wide for dark
Only have an anguish words to hurt
Never good enough to win myself
Just like the prize of betraying lie
Too proud to show how much it hurts to be
What something inside makes me feel

Sleeping under…


9. SUPREMACY OF FAILURE

Aphaty
Mind intruder
Silent misunderstanding
See no hear no what I could know
Ignorent sadness
Selfish reality
Feel no fear no what I've done
Frequent process of aphaty
Favor
My dying resistance
Doesn't mean to love difference
Infirmities of old age hunger
Gravitate to horrifying withering
Talk fast
Fictional coming

From the dusk I'll ascend over agony
To tell the truth and nothing but the true lies
I've been sent from the dawn of supremacy
I'm the cradle of insomnia
The substance

Physical disorder obeys
Main draft of threatening power
Persuades the fact of beheading
Predator
Impudent nazarene
Lashing effect of murder
I slay without compassion

From the dusk...

Supremacy of failure
Deep inside my soul

Blackmail
Anyhow I'll win
Just fill my requirements
Mode of action decays
Pestilence endangers depravity
Lysergic acid diethylamide
Make up withering fast
Totality
Uncanny fourteen
Mistake completed twice
Count slower your actual end
Supersede all activities
Sterilized staying power
Walk over
Stand point repealed


10. COLLAPSE OF RITUAL BELIEF

From now on I´m an executive dynasty
When your eyes begun to blind
Infinite desire
Deed of charity
satiated For occupation of Queenly mystery
Through the flames back to fantasies
I´ll obtain my faith

How long will last the spirit in my blood
A Second of conspiracy
Naked under a world of rage

To become stigmatized as a Saviour
And a yielding besets the flight
An imposing termination
I´ll convert your thoughts
Insincerely I come across the doors
Loss beyond return with a proud of my arise
Nearly occupied

How long will last the spirit in my blood
A Second of conspiracy
Naked under a world of rage
Wicked for destiny´s embrace

I forsee when hatred becomes my
Collapse Of Ritual Belief
I forsee devotion turns against
Collapse Of Ritual Belief

From now on I instigate for nullity
Prosperity declines
Finite submission
Instigation-Defeat
Castigated by replaced misery
Broken endurance
Through the pain back to suffering
I´ll obtain my faith

How long will...
I forsee...

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